attitude

is seems to me that I have been a bit to negative lately with these posts, which I use as I way to vent I suppose...I am just extra crabby when I am pregnant, but more so these last few weeks. I think I may need some more sleep! I was angry when I went to my OB check up on Monday night and they moved my due date 2 days, only 2 days for me it seemed like an eternity. Then on check out they informed me there were no appointments next week? What no appointments??? we will have to call you tomorrow and try to fit you in, gee thanks. I did not get my call yesterday. It is just like what happened at the end with Nolan, and I end up seeing some resident who just wants me to get induced....I prefer to see the midwife( I saw here almost the entire time with Sam, well the second half of the pregnancy after we moved and that took 2 months to get an appointment for me) because I believe her stripping the membranes every week got me to go into labor on my own, and while it hurts my labor was about an hour and a half having Sam barely 20 minutes after I got to the hospital. I have been induced the other four times and it hurts a lot worse with the pitocin, really bad with Jakob because I had no epidural...his labor was about 2 1/2 hours I had a midwife with him too and really like them better than a doctor.
So adding those TWO days sent me over the edge, and now I am trying to get over it and hope I am polite when they OB office calls unlike my rude comment to the Wal*Mart pharmacy I made yesterday.