Friday, October 24, 2008

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hey dr, remember when you told me at my appt yesterday that you'd probably see me at the hospital that afternoon and that surely in the next 24 hrs I'd have a baby and I kind of get excited make sure the house is clean, and things are in order.well, it is the next day, I am still at my house and guess what I am not in labor, I cannot sleep because I am uncomfortable ,moody, and DISAPPOINTED. one would think that after so many times of not going into labor on time or without the aid of pitocin I would be over it, but I will blame it on my irrational pregnancy way of thought (which I will trade excuses for a million kids crazy thinking after the baby comes)
really sometimes I think I may never have this baby. I have been pregnant 5 times in the last 3 1/2 yrs so my mind is even extra wacko.


by the way, my house isn't really clean anymore.

1 comment:

1..2..3..Painter Team said...

I chuckled on your last sentence about "your house not being clean anymore" Such is the life. anyways, you are very funny & I like reading your "wacko" thoughts.